The Words I Write

well, that's what happens when you play catch without arms.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 04:12:24 GMT

Well, I must say that this is the most frequent I have updated this god forsaken thing in a hell of a long time. For the first time in a long time, I can actually say that I have been thoroughly enjoying my summer. Thoroughly. I quit my job, thus leading to no longer working in the fucking mall, ever again. No more dealing with the bullshit of irritating co-workers or the bullshit of idiot patrons.

But the highlights of the day would most certainly be as follows:

-TOOL tickets going on sale for Oct. 6th, 2006 at Continental Airlines Arena.
-TOOL tickets selling out and going to ebay to find tickets.
-Finding TOOL tickets on ebay.
-Purchasing TOOL tickets - $276.99 including shipping.
-Seeing TOOL in Floor Sec. 7, Row B seats 5&6 (Second row, relatively center) - Priceless.

-Being given an out of print Cure CD by my former manager, great surprise.

-Becoming extremely inebriated with good friends in celebration of pretty much everything.

Terrific times. Terrific friends. Terrific summer. (I need sleep).

might as well.

Mon, 22 May 2006 03:42:01 GMT

so yes...it's been exactly one year since i last updated. so hey, why not post again?

turned 18 today(may 21st), rather exciting i must say. i can now do some hard time if i murder someone. pretty riveting i must say. had a barbeque on saturday. goodtimes were had. i have some damn good friends, and i really loved spending the time with all of them. loads of fun. couldn't have picked a better group of people to eat animal muscle tissue with. mmm. so yeah, i'm 18, it's good times. same time next year i suppose. comment me or something of that nature. not sure if anyone reads this fucking thing.

-evan

he's back

Sat, 21 May 2005 04:26:04 GMT

Yes that's right. An update. For the first time since December. Today is my birthday. I just thought I'd share that with the people of LiveJournal. The big One Seven. (17 for those of you who can't read.)

Well that is all. Maybe I'll post in this thing more often starting sometime soon.

xFIN

Murder = Loves Fate

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 20:42:29 GMT

Christmas is in a week. I'm rather pleased with that thought. Went to the see the Blood Brothers, Unearth, From Autumn to Ashes and Andrew WK with Kevin last night. Met up with Dan, Andre, and Vasko. Then ran into a bunch of other people. Finally got to meet Katie in person. That was splendid. Hung with Namer while he couldn't find his ride. Got Blank Wave Arcade. Fantastic. Spent time with Erica. It was nice.

The Blood Brothers were ridiculous. First off, I've never sweated during a show, let alone to the extent I did during their set. I danced my mother fucking ass off. Good times. Ran into Kev, Dan, Andre and Vasko in the pit. Good times indeed. I have work later today. People come and visit me I'm feeling kind of down. I'll talk about that in a bit.

So for the most part yesterday was really nice. I enjoyed myself for the most part.

So yeah...EDIT: This has been edited, cause well I handled things. I would just like the thank Noura. That talk really helped me, and it made me aware of a lot of things I wouldn't have known about had I talked to anyone else. So thank you. As for the girl being addressed. I hope in time, we can have something more. As for now we can have our ridiculous conversations about Jesus and all sorts of nonsense. But yeah. Just be happy. And hopefully there'll be something between us. I really enjoyed the time we had though.

xFIN

...revenge of the update...

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 19:02:57 GMT

Get it? Like Revenge of the Sith? Yeah I like Star Wars. Fuck you if you don't. So yeah life has been rather dull. This weekend blows. The big one. Sure does. Just felt I'd share that with everyone. Did you people miss me? Seeing as how I haven't updated since Boston. Speaking of Boston. Fuck Boston...Nice place, completely dick people. All I have to say. I'll try to update atleast once a month from now on.

-Evan

- my grand return -

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 05:25:14 GMT

Not so grand but oh well. Yeah got back yesterday around 7. Then went straight to get a hair cut. Which consisted of me not getting one. My hair is to never be cut again. Or atleast until I see fit. I liked Boston. It's a really nice city. None of this terror alert crap. Just a nice peaceful city. It was fun just walking around Harvard Square with my dad and him pointing out his dorm room, and the buildings he took classes in. He seemed to be enjoying it there. The buildings were so old fashioned. I loved it. Oh I also enjoyed the CD store where I got a bunch of CDs. Awesome store. Plus they carried Suicide Girl stuff. Sick shit. Really good prices. Also saw many a cute girl. I was quite found of the girl with the monroe and nose ring, eating lunch in the park. Should've talked to her. Oh well...

But yeah. Loved it there. Was nice seeing my dad's side of the family. Went to work around 3. Cause Tara was awesome and drove me to work so I wouldn't miss today. But yeah. Killed some time. Started work an hour earlier. So I worked like 7 hours. And I'm dead tired...So I'm going to go to bed now. OH! Faye stopped by. Which was nice. And so did Jenni. T'was a good day.

xFIN

- MIA in MA -

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 04:50:37 GMT

Well I'm leaving for Masschusetts tomorrow around 10:30. Won't be back until Wednesday afternoon. It'll be good. Now that I think about it, I need to get away from here. Just for a bit. just long enough to let myself to think about things. Hopefully these 3 days can do that. It'll clear my head some at least. And it'll be nice having the break from work. I'm just drained. And hopefully I can get my shit together. School starts in 10 days...And that's fucked up. Where did the summer go? Cause I did nothing. I worked...And got kicked out of a band like 3 times. Lots accomplished I suppose...Well yeah going to go kill time before I pack. Later guys. I'm hoping I'll be missed...or at least by a few people.

xFIN

- bury me in this -

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:12:57 GMT

I feel cold...very cold. That's all I have to say...Good night.

Wait no...more to say...It feels like my chest is being crushed, but at the same time it feels to empty...I hate this...

- news break! -

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 06:41:05 GMT

This just in...I, Evan Klemuk am super fucking happy. Now to me with the weather...

Dorky, yes?

Today I went to the dentist and then hung with Alli. Which is always great. Never a dull moment with that girl. She's incredible.

A is for awesome. Which Alli is.

L is for lovely. Another thing that Alli is.

L is for lucky. Which I really am.

I is for ignoramus. Which we both enjoy.

Alli is awesome as hell. =)

xFIN

PS: August 2...best day ever? I think so.

- big shot -

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 03:01:45 GMT

Didn't go to HellFest. I was sad. Alli came to work on Saturday which was awesome. She's so cute. Bought a whole lot of stuff after I got off work on Saturday. Got the first Every Time I Die CD, the new Funeral for a Friend, and 6 shirts. (Underoath, From Autumn to Ashes, Eighteen Visions, Blindside, Thrice, & a sXe shirt) And two magazines. awesome. Then I ran into Lauren after I was done. Hung with her for like an hour or so. T'was fun. Then went over to Alex's to chill.

Sunday...DAN CAME HOME!!! Dan finally got back from Europe. werd. Went over to Kev's with Jon and Dan. Hit up the hot tub with every one. Then spent the night. Had a breakfast buffet at Andre's when we woke up. All we do is eat. Watched them play poker at Kev's. Practiced for a bit. I still suck. Then went home.

And today I got up super early to hang out with Alli. She walked over and then we walked around the development and had loads of fun. She left at 8 and I miss her. =( She's super great.

I'm working Thursday : 5:30 - closing

Friday : 5:30 - closing

Saturday : 5:30 - closing

Visit me bitches

xFIN

- depressed -

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 05:10:01 GMT

Yeah...So OzzFEST was good. No backstage passes. =( But good none the less. 20 feet away from the main stage. Fucking sick. All the main stage bands were amazing. Judas Priest and Sabbath were incredible. Slayer...awesome. All I have to say. Most of the second stage bands were good. Only a couple of them weren't that great. But Darkest Hour...amazing. Unearth did really good too. Same with Every Time I Die. Way too many drunk and high people...WAY TOO MANY...

Consquences of OzzFEST

-Stiff neck from headbanging (I headbanged like no other)

-Sunburned like hell (Using serious burn medication to heal)

-Tired as fuck

-Half deaf

So I had work on Saturday and today. Worked with my man Erik X. Rockin'. So sore on saturday. Did not want to work...Today I tried on a dress since everyone during closing was doing stuff like that. Erik wore some yellow skirt, Norah wore a red skirt, and I wore some crazy spandex dress. And looked hot as hell. I beat everyone. werd. Faye was in the store today. Haven't seen her since school let out. Also saw Lauren today who I haven't seen since XspinkickX was still a band. I missed that girl. Also got her number. Score.

Got my first paycheck ever on Saturday. Made $112.53 from working my first week. Awesome. I have money. Bad thing is...It's not going towards Hellfest...Cause I can't fucking go. Which is such fucking bullshit. I've been waiting for 4 months for this god damn thing. But nope...Mom won't let me go...God damn it...It really blows...So yeah...That ruined my week when I found that out. Then today I found out my store manager Yvette is moving to a different store which sucks cause Yvette rocks. But Norah will be the next manager which is still awesome. Crappy last couple of days.

xFIN

No crazy colors or bold shit tonight.

- rocking out with your favorite homeslice -

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 03:58:49 GMT

So yesterday I took over someone's shift at Hot Topic which was cool. I wasn't Dan for the first time since Dan was working that day. And because of me coming in they sent Danny boy home early. werd. Saturday sure was a slow day. Woke up today at like 11 to Kev saying I'm back in the band. I was happy about that. Then I went back to sleep. Got up again at 2. Then around 4, got asked to go to Pizza Hut for some show. Weird enough as is. So Jon, Kev, Steve and me hit it up. Cat is a dummy and said it was by us. Liar...It was in Howell. Thankfully I knew because of Jenni. So we get there. Meet up with Jenni, Nicole and all them lil' Jackson kiddies. Lovely.

I spent the day walking around Pizza Hut, "moshing" despite the fact the music wasn't moshable except for these two bands who weren't serious but they were fun. I needed Dan. So we could throw it down. But alas...He is in London sipping tea with the Queen. Isn't that smashing? So yeah my moshing was quite entertaining to Kev and me. Jackson kids aggravate me. Chatted with the boys of All Rights Reserved. Haven't seen them since...Skate and Surf I believe. I managed to fall into a hole. How the hole got there beats me. Cause it sure as hell wasn't there when I started my escape from the wrath of Cat after I stole her sunglasses. Oh well. I was smooth and saved myself. Kinda. Had a nice lil' walk with Jenni when she was feeling blue. She doesn't deserve any of the shit she puts up with. Jenni = Rockin'.

Left at like 8:30. My mom's car is dead and sitting outside of Jon's house. Awesome. I need to work on my vocals. Cause they aren't making me very happy. I need to work on the tone I guess. Or on everything. Who knows...But they need improvement. Cause I know I can do better. Now...I need something to do. I'm out bitches.

xFIN

- update, what you gonna do about it? -

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 05:37:26 GMT

UPDATE!!!! FUCKERS!!!

So yes...The week has been very good. I've enjoyed it very much so. Here be some things I've been up to.

Wed - alexisonfire CD release party at Vintage Vinyl. Sweet as fuck. They were amazing. And I hate gay little scene fucks who ruin songs..."This is a 44 caliber...PAUSE...from my heart" FUCKER LEARN THE GOD DAMN WORDS IF YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH! Ass...They're really cool guys. Got the CD autographed and a poster. werd.

Sat - Filipino Fest at Kev's. I've never seen so many in one place in my whole life. Chilled with Dane, Android, Jon, Kev, Bantug, Cat and Virginia. It was fun. Then went back to Andre's for breakfast at midnight. AMAZING. Spent the night.

Sun - Left Andre's and walked over to Kev's. Had breakfast after they all woke up. Helped clean up. Practiced. Then started work on a new song. It's awesome and will blow you away like dynamite bitches. Then practiced some more. Scared Dan while he was drumming. Then went swimming and had BBQ. Went home and had BBQ with the familia.

Today - Nothing.

That was the week. Tomorrow I start work. Feel free to stop by and visit me. I'm working at Hot Topic, 5:30 to closing. I guess that's until like 10:30 or so.

!!!VISIT ME!!!

xFIN

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:11:39 GMT

Time for an update...Hellz yeah...Alright, so here is a list of CDs and concerts I must have/go to. All things I can afford with my new found job.

CDs
-alexisonfire - Watch Out! (Already know that it's amazing)
-Atreyu - The Curse
-Unearth - Oncoming Storm
-underOATH - They're Only Chasing Safety
-My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
-The Cure - The Cure
-Franz Ferdinand - Franz Ferdinand
-The Killers - Hot Fuss

Concerts
-July 15 - mewithoutyou
-July 16 - Ozzfest (BACKFUCKINGSTAGE PASSES! Andre...I love you)
-July 23 - Devo, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Stellstarr* (NOOOO)
-July 23/24/25 - Hellfest (Damn Friday for actually being good...)
-Aug 1 - Curiosa Festival (The Cure, Interpol, Muse, Thursday)
-Aug 8 - Warped Tour (Maybe...)

God damn...Why'd Hellfest have to be the day that Devo, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs and Stellastarr* had to play? And why'd the line up have to be good too...Grr...I'm sorry Devo and other super good bands...Another day...

xFIN

- the end -

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 05:16:53 GMT

Well school is over. The year went by really quickly. It's been a pretty uneventful year. Nothing that brought about any huge form of emotion. Nothing that calls attention to itself. I need next year to be different. I need a good summer. I need to get myself back on track. I need a job and I need real happiness. I've spent the year on "content." I need to be genuinely happy. I'm just missing something. Hopefully it can be replaced, or filled or whatever need be. But it needs to change...

School ended on Tuesday. Next year I'm a junior. I haven't taken my fucking driving lessons yet. And I'm getting rather aggitated by the lack of me behind a steering wheel. I didn't fail anything which makes me very happy. I hope to achieve all B's and A's next year. If my report card goes well, then I get to shack up in the basement and make the guest room all pimp and mine. Werd. I haven't done much along the lines of things since school let out. But eh...Slow start to the summer I suppose.

Now the Pros and Cons of the past week.

+Went to Redbank with Tara on Friday. Twas fun
+Went to Kev's Thursday and Halo'd it until the early hours of the morning
+Helped a friend out, which was a good feeling
+Passed sophomore year
+Bought some CDs
+Went to XspinkickX

-The new eighteen visions CD is a let down...
-Roxy no longer talks to me...
-Don't have a job yet...
-Need work experience to get job, but can't get working experience without job...Damn catch 22's
-Feeling empty...
-Have nothing to do with myself...

Lovely...So yes the new eighteen visions CD was such a let down...The songs are better live atleast. But eh...Now I'm going to go listen to the Faint.

-Evan

PS - Many of the girls in Redbank are cute...but I'm far too shy to talk to them...LAME...

- bored -

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 22:49:49 GMT

Thought I'd post something interesting but then I remembered I have nothing interesting to post. I did nothing all day. And that truely sucks...Went to practice yesterday. T'was good. I enjoyed it. Now all I need to do is remember lyrics to some songs. Then went to the movies with Kevin, Jon and Alex. Didn't stay at the movies. Visited Dan, then went to the mall. Ran into RileyXspinkick and TylerXspinkick. Tried to help them out with tickets. Hoped Lauren would buy one, she didn't have money. =( But I tried. Then I felt bad cause she got yelled at by this old lady that works with her. Lame.

Got some McDonalds then got picked up. I really wish I had done something today. But things just haven't been happening as I hoped. Well yeah...Hopefully Tara will return from dinner or whatever and we can hang out. Cause I need to get out of the house. Bye.

-Evan

- wow, just wow -

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 18:35:19 GMT

Yesterday was amazing. Roxy, the girl I mentioned in my last post, came down and we got to hang out. She's just so incredible. We went to IHOP, then managed to get lost. Saw signs pointing towards hidden woods. But we never found them. Then we ended up at Barnes and Nobles and just chilled around and went back to my house. Walked around the yard, which she was very intrigued by. Then she had to leave. =( But hopefully she's coming down next weekend. It was the best Saturday I've had in a long time. All thanks to her. I haven't been this content for a long time. Definitely looking forward to next weekend.

Afterwards, Tara came and picked me up and we went and got her friggin' Marcy Playground CD, which she can not live without. Haha. Then headed over to Monmouth Mall where I got a blazer, with the help of Tara. Awesome. Definitely going back later in the week with some cash so I can buy stuff. Then we got Burger King. Great way to end the evening. But there's more. I got home and watched Train Spotting with my folks. Such a good movie. I think I may even read the book over the summer. Which is new for me since I don't read...EVER. Well yes I'm done.

Anyone want to hang out later?

-Evan

-and for the homies we've got autographed ski masks-

Mon, 31 May 2004 03:32:15 GMT

Man Ima Robot...So fucking good. So yes it feels like an update is due. Where to start...My birthday was last week. Finally 16 mutha fuckas. What I've raked in so far...

Evil Dead II
Night of the Living Dead
Invader ZIM vol. 1
Aqua Teen Hunger Force vol. 1 (DVD of the fucking GODS!)
Social Distortion Tee
Distillers Tee
Guns 'N Roses Tee (Beat that bitches)
New Killswitch (Awesome CD)
Ima Robot CD
Blood Brothers - Burn Piano Island, Burn
From Autumn To Ashes - Too Bad You're Beautiful
New 36 Crazy Fists CD
Helter Skelter (I'll be reading that over the summer)
Bike (Finally
$100 (So far...)
Now what I bought with the 100 bucks...
xSPINKICKx BOTB ticket
Eighteen Visions ticket
Eighteen Visions hoodie (Still no friggin' youth larges...James lied to me at S&S...)
Atreyu CD
Anterrabae CD
Plain Black hoodie
5 assorted plain shirts (Kids' footlocker had a sale)

Come to think of it...That's a lot of shit. Oh well. I enjoy each one of those things. Now on to what I've been doing. Went to the beach with Tara on the 23rd. It was good time. Especially with all the things that we almost hit. (The tire in the middle of the road, then that moving thing that WASN'T a turtle...Silly Tara) This Friday I went to Krome with Andru to see Anamolous (Alex and Bobby) play and to see Town Pasture. It was a good time. Town Pasture was great. I've never seen Iron Maiden done hardcore, and I loved every second of it. Same with In Flames. Crazy shit. I enjoyed Friday's random injuries in the "pit." The little girl getting punched in the head, then this dick who got strangled for being a dick in the "pit." (I'm saying "pit" because there were really only like 8 people) It was a good night.

Saturday went to the mall bought a bunch of magazines. Then went to the eighteen visions show with Tara. Burger King before shows rocks. Got to talk with guys from Anterrabae and Eighteen Visions again. Good stuff. Got some Dennys on the way home. Today I just worked on my chem project. Still no where near done. I have maybe about 5 seconds of animation done...Gah...I need atleast 5 minutes for this thing to work...Kill me now god...PLEASE!

So today I met a girl via Myspace. How I love Myspace right now. She rocks. Wish me luck people. OH! And everyone...GO SEE FUCKING XspinkickX. They'll bring the mosh on your fucking face. GO GO GO!

xFin

- w00t w00t -

Sat, 15 May 2004 21:58:08 GMT

Went to Andre's after school yesterday. Was fun until Alex started pulling potential serial killer tendencies. But hey it was a good day of mayhem at Andre's. Went over to Kev's. Video taped the guys new song. Actually got to practice with them which was fun. Then went to some diner, Adelphi. Dan it was in fucking Philadelphia. It had to be the gas station said Philly on it. Regardless...It had some kick ass food. And you guys are fucking wimps, you couldn't finish one plate of food, and I had 2. Pfft. Got back to Kev's around like 11 or something. Attempted to write lyrics. Ended up recording.

In the morning went and made a new song and just fucked around for a while. My voice is so shot at the moment. But I love it. The newest new song is fucking sick. You will wish you had heard it. Watched Andre jump off a gigantic dirt hill. Good shit. Now I'm off to get ready for Alex's sweet 80's themed Sweet 16.

Evan

Oh and by the way. New member to VCP...ME bitches.

WTF? I never update anymore

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 03:35:04 GMT

Let's see...A lot has happened since I last updated...like a month ago. March 30th I went and saw Lost Prophets and IMA Robot. Really fun show. Then spring break started on April 2nd. Didn't go to the Bleeding Through and Death By Stereo show like I wanted to on account I couldn't find anyone to go with. Break was fun. I hung out with Jon and Kev a lot. Harldy spent any time at home which was fun. Ran into Lauren from summer school. Haven't seen or talked to her since like October or November. So that was cool.

Break ended the 12th, which of course meant school started again, new marking period and all that crap. But it was also the Thursday show. Which was absofuckinglutely amazing. It was great. I loved it. Spitalfield sucked. Engine Down was cool, I enjoyed them. I was with Jon, Dan, Andre, Nicole, Cat and Virginia during those 2 sets. Before Poison the Well went on I went to go wait for Tara. Ran into Lauren again which was cool. Then spent the rest of the night with Tara. The rest of the night consisted of making fun of fat people in the pit, racist jokes which are always fun, and being in a Thursday video.

So definitely a good way to end break. The week went by pretty fast which rocked. Got a majority of my grades for the marking periods. I was happy with them. They've could've been worse. But then again they could've been better. I'm going all out this marking period. Got new gym classes. My gym fucking owns. Power walking with Mr. Acker and all of my friends. It's amazing. Now comes to the highlight of the past 5 days. I can't say week cause Thursday was amazing.

Skate and Surf - Day 1
Left after school with Jon, Dan. Kev and Andre. Got there around 4. Saw a bunch of bands. A lot of which I enjoyed. Funeral For a Friend was really good. Talked to the singer briefly. He's a cool guy. Greatest ending to a conversation ever, "Oi...I'm gettin' squashed like a bug." I ran into Tara, Danae and Allie a couple of times. I wish I could've spent more time with them Friday. Hung out with Alex for a majority of the time which was fun cause we haven't been able to hang much lately. Brand New's set was incredible. I loved it. Coheed's was pretty good too. Was killing some time before Brand New went on so almost got into a fight during the Sugarcult pit. This dick was pissing me off and just kept running into people so I went into the pit and started running into him every chance I got then fell on him. The guy got pissed off and shit and pushed me across the pit. It was funny.

Skate and Surf - Day 2
Got to the Convention Hall ridiculously early. Dan and Me got to there maybe a little bit before 11. Actually ate at the Howard Johnson's restuarant. The french toast wasn't bad, but how the fuck can you not have hot cakes?! Killed some time by walking on the beach, then almost walking into this dead seagull. It wasn't there when we first walked that way. Headed over to the Ocean Ave. Complex to see what the wake up call thing was. Turns out to be Taking Back Sunday doing an acoustic set. Which I have to say was very good. It was being recorded for Fuse or some channel. So that was cool I get to be on TV twice now. Whoo. Talked with the guitarist and the singer. Very cool guys. Then snuck in Tara and a bunch of people. Tara you so owe me. Saturday was my day for running into people from all sorts of bands. Got a sampler from the guitarist from 18 visions. Talked to most of the guys from 18 visions actually. Also talked to all of the guys from Avenged Sevenfold. Hung out with Tara for a majority of the show. Talked on the beach for a while. It was a really good conversation. Then we just sort of wandered around for hours. Sat on a ledge and discussed plans for the future. Fun plans indeed. We're such fucking elitous assholes and we love it. Then watched TBS and had a pretty damn good time.

Skate and Surf - Day 3
Got there around 12 with Dan. Jon and Andre. I was supposed to get Tara in but I couldn't get the wrist band off to give her. Thankfully Allie was able to get Tara and the others one. Awesome. Went in to watch No Hollywood Ending with Tara, Danae, Danae's sister and Allie. Within the first 10 seconds of their set I got punched or elbowed in the face by some guy jumping into the crowd. The amount of blooding coming out of my nose was obscene. Left in after 2 songs to go wash up then came back and joked about how hardcore I was now. Hung around for a while then went to go get lunch. What an adventure that was. Good times though. Got back but couldn't get back into the building because of some crazy reason. I heard something about a fire. It was a pretty low key day. Walked on the beach with Tara for a while. Went back and split up so she could go watch Less Than Jake. I was too tired to go down and watch. I watched part of Sparta's set was less than thrilled then went over to watch the rest of the Bouncing Souls. Then said my goodbyes when they were over and went home.

Now I'm home and I'm completely exhausted and aching all over. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. But I know I'm going to have to. Maybe I can go in late. But if I do I'll get a detention if I don't have a note. Well I hope who ever reads this enjoyed my extremely long update. Peace out bitches.

Evan

-snow day-

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 06:28:13 GMT

School was cancelled. Which was great. I got a lot of sleep. Then I went over to Jon's for a while. Just hung out for a while. Went to the mall with Jon and Ryan around 6. Then ended up hanging out with Tara and a couple of her buddies. So I ditched Jon and Ryan. But hey it was some good stuff. I always enjoy hanging out with Tara. And her friends are really nice too. So they ended up going to try on prom dresses. So this is the second time I've gone prom dress shopping. This time though I actually tried on a dress. I had to in order for everyone else to try one on. I have to admit I looked damn good in the old lady dress. But damn...Tara looked absolutely radiant in her dress.

It sucks that I had to leave so early to go see the movie. So I met up with Jon and Ryan again at the theatre. Had to sneak into to the theatre cause they apparently were checking ID. Dawn of the Dead was absolutely amazing. I loved it. It reminded me a lot of the original Night of the Living Dead. The ending was great. I love twists at the end. So fucking good. I really need to see it again. But hopefully the next time the theatre won't be filled with a bunch of loud obnoxious fucks.

I also saw a bunch of people I haven't seen in a long time. I saw my friend Lauren from summer school, who I haven't seen in months. I also saw this girl Casey I had met at the last show at Birch. I mentioned her before I believe. But yeah, it was a really good night. Oh am I the only one who likes the cover of "Love Song" by 311? I'm obsessed with it. It makes me happy in an odd depressing way. I hate being lonely...

Evan

-generic subject line-

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 01:02:17 GMT

It feels about the time for an update. I'm going to start off with the bad stuff and work my way to the good I suppose.

My great uncle Sergio passed away last week. I've been kind of messed up since then. I've never dealt with the loss of family...He was the closest thing I had to a granpa. He'll be truely missed. But the thing that started to get to me over the weekend was that he didn't die of the cancer he was diagnozed with, he died of malpractice. So yeah that just rattled me a lot. There's more to it but I don't feel like writing it here. If you want to talk about it, just ask me whenever...But yeah. I've just been in a really weird place since then. On the lighter bad side...Hardly anyone I know realized I was missing from school the past 2 days. Either I'm just invisible or that insignificant that they didn't realize me being absent...I'm dwelling on negativity if you hadn't already noticed...

Good stuff now...I stayed home from school, so that's good in itself cause I got to sleep. Went to get Skate and Surf tickets, but didn't bring enough to cover the 2 services charges I was unaware of. An extra $11.55, bullshit man...Watched Boondock Saints today at Jon's. Fucking amazing. I loved it. Must now go and find a copy to call my own. Also had an ice cream "party" at Carvel after school with Rose and Irene. Good times. Eating ice cream in the back of the jeep was fun. Then watched the try on really goofy looking prom dresses. Haha. Was quite enjoyable. It made my day. Oh and on Sunday, went to the mall with Jon, Dan and Ryan. Highlight of that trip was putting over half a bottle of gel on Ryan's hair and making him look ridiculous. Public humiliation is great. He went along with it to. What a sprt. The jackass haha. Now for a to do list...I guess.

Things to do...
-Get job, that pays good
-Start fucking guitar lessons ( It's becoming annoying now... )
-See Passion of the Christ ( Yeah I want to see it bitches )
-Have plans for Spring Break ( Anyone wanna chill? )
-See Bleeding Through, Death by Stereo and Himsa ( I still need someone to come with me )
-See Thursday and Poison the Well ( Got my tickets baby )
-Go to Skate and Surf ( I need $15.55 =( )

Later.

Evan

-mother fucking update bitches-

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 04:24:47 GMT

Hellz yeah...Not sure what that was about. Hmmm let's see what's been going on with me as of late. Bored out of my mind basically...I finally got the pickup switch replaced on my guitar. So now I can switch from treble to rhythm with ease. Now that everything is as it should be. I can start looking around for lessons and thus begin my journey to guitar greatness. I'm in desperate need of a job and money. It doesn't look like I'll they're building the Dunkin Donuts by the Acme...Fuckin' shit...So I think I'll apply to the one by the Wendys and NYSC. Rock. As I discussed with Tara once, the Wendys was strategically placed by a gym. You lose the weight then go get some food. Then go back to lose the weight you gained. Now with the Dunkin Donuts they've covered every fatty meal imaginable.

Yes...I need the money badly so I can start going to the shows I need to, and just so I can get myself nice things without being in debt to my parents. Went to the Battle of th Bands at the school tonight. All I have to say is...Alex, Andy, Bobby and Sydney blew away EVERYONE. Regardless of them playing covers, they played them to perfection. Thus owning over all. Kudos. They'll definitely win. Finally saw Unawakened and Random Legacy. Both good. Maybe I'll finally buy tickets from Shawn when he asks now, since I've seen how they play. Hmm. I came up with my new art project. I wanted to do something pop art-like. So I came to the idea of the old MTV logo from the 80's, made up of 80's pop stars. So from far away you can make out the MTV logo but up close you can see the pop stars. I really like it and it shall be done. Now for the shows I hope to attend.

March 20th-Thrice and Posion the Well @ Starland

April 2nd-Bleeding Through, Death by Stereo and Himsa @ Krome

April 12th-Thursday and Poison the Well @ Starland

Skate and Surf (I must, even if some complain about the line up sucking...)

Later.

-fuck-

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 01:32:37 GMT

Well 1 more day left of midterms...And lucky me the hardest ones...Geometry and Chem...I loath Chemistry. It's ridiculously complicated and serves me no future use. Who the hell would want to be a Chemist anyway? Pfft...Chemists. Well yeah...Dreading tomorrow most definitely. Hoping we get off Wednesday and part of tomorrow. That'd be great. On to highlights of my day.

I slipped on the ice this morning cause I forgot where it was since it was covered in snow. Not too good of a highlight but it made me laugh through out the day. Had a bunch of cupcakes when I got home. Awesome. Then took a nap. Good shit. Love taking naps and then waking up and not knowing what's going on. I get disoriented a lot after naps. Haha. And now, pictures that I keep promising I'd post and now I finally will. Enjoy.

My gorgegous guitar

It's a beauty ain't it?

Me trying to look like a guitarist

I have the same angle for all of my pictures...odd

My wimpy sideburns

xEvan

-update-

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 06:32:28 GMT

Well I feel I should update. Since, well...it was requested. I suppose? haha. Someone actually wanted to read this thing. Good stuff. Midterms started Thursday. I've done no studying what so ever. And of course it was not needed. So far at least. So Thursday I had my gym midterm. What the hell...Ping Pong is not a complicated game yet, that midterm made no sense...Mel can attest to this. Most fucked up test I've ever taken. Then Friday I took Spanish 3 and Art. The Spanish midterm was freakishly easy. Long, but easy. And the Art midterm I really enjoyed. I think it came out very well. Hopefully all goes well with that. Then I went over to Jon's then to the mall. Just hung around like usual. Just bummed around all over the place. It was nice. Got the Lamb of God CD. Haven't listened to it yet, cause I've been too lazy to take it out of the wrapping.

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday. Not sure how old he's going to be though. I'm not even sure if we have plans for dinner seeing as how my mom has to work tomorrow night. Hopefully she can get off. We usually have a good time on birthdays. Not usually mine but everyone else's birthday. God forbid I get a attention from my parents that my brother doesn't get. He throws a fit every damn time something important happens for me. The list is way to long to put on here but within the past 2 years I couldn't do what I wanted with the family because he had a problem with it. But hey...Who cares? I'm done complaining. But yes tomorrow's my dad's birthday. That was the point I originally wanted to make. Sunday I have no plans. And monday and Tuesday after school, I'm free so if anyone wants to hang out let me know. Tara you need to find out so we can try to chill woman.

xEvan